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yooo, inner people, sup. > : D something really incredible just happend to me. i thought i was pretty convinced already by all of this here, but oh my fucking god. how wrong i was. first off, i believe the reason of why this uhh, community yoo inner peeps. you know the truth is hard to get out for a reason, its good we are supressed in ways, it allows us to spread the TRUTH and control how we spread it and to discern. beceuse we were ALREADY TOLD. and all of us are figuring it out still, thats okay perfectionism isnt. >: ) it is also why we are not gaining much traffic yet. not just that we are supressed on all social media, but that we still figuring out our part in this, and only positivity can spread positivity so. and, positivity = reality. and truth is like a dam.. and i'll be damned.... for love.. well you know this inner peeps.. you can bury it, you can hide it, but you cant stop it. truth = LOVE, and it is REALITY. looks guys, PART IV OUR MISSION. i had told a very emotional, and very hard to tell story. that honestly, hardly made sense. but, i tried. I didnt to, but i did. beceuse honesty. and intiution told me this was real. and, if this was real. then we all must TRUST eachother here., we are protected. i really would die for her. infact, my wishes the other day in my thinking was maybe i can ask our friends to keep her safe. beceuse, i cant help, or talk to her, or love her anymore. since she needs time. and, laughably to myself. who, i think of so worthless in comparision. well used to.. , andddd laughably tomyself im thinking yeah whooaaa dude if i could go on a space ship thats all i'd really want in life to have meaning. lol., but oh man oh man... anyway, this is been very hard for me. being in denial, i really could not let go of her. dispite trying. in my life where all my love has evaporated in mere days, and weeks before. i am 31 years old btw. i forgot where, what i was writing. happends, was crying, again. i got alot of questions and i need lots lots of time for myself to, to heal. but, essentailly i was thinking about my family. again, inner peeps do i really need to underline intiution here what that might entail. alas, right. ive always been pretty good looking, i can get anyone i want, but i could never love. i never got to see this girl of my dreams. not even a picture that i could remember her by. we did spend alot of time together in virtual reality, dancing and goofing about, shit was wild, mm good times.. so good honestly.. i have never felt more blissfull and full of LOVE during that time in my life. for not just another human being. BUT MYSELF. untill. now. truth really does set you free... it is also very hard on us. we all will need time, some of you more than others, its okay. all will make sense in due time, and if not, just spend some time hanging, and chilling with us weird inner peeps, i mean, community has to start somewhere. we are that SPARK. we are people. and LOVE will guide us all. but, we must learn again. anyway, so much distractions.. so much to unpack.. like i said.. time. lets not be to hard on ourselfs okay, we are not perfect. but we are more than capeable, and after you know, well so so so much more than you know... : ) and if i didnt trust intuition already.... which i did, um then im honestly mind blown. i knew i was becoming of non duality, wondering if i was or not. constantly over and over, it seems like its a state of being, so meditation : ) and, thats its a very vital skillset to have with our just so meat of a brains dont worry guys, all roads lead to one. to beable to discern between love and fear, and so so much more. and it is to let go. as it is for me, i'm finnaly able to let her go now. beceuse, i know shes safe : ).... intuition told me so, once i realised my purpose through my Life Path number 11. it described me exactly to the letter, when none of it made sense 6 months ago, again i found this out of LOVE from a pretty girl amongst our mids, Natalia 3-3-3 thank you for activating me : ) incase all of you still arent aware yet we are here for LOVE and this how we win the hearts and minds of people. not for them, but for all of us. beceuse, all is one. and... well we are stronger together right guys? : ) what does intuition tell you about me? DISCERN if im lying, discern if im honest., discerning truths is very important, again we are just well we are children tbh. we meat of brains its a tool okay mm smash rock cos me mad. ,mm must sex cos me lonely w/e it is, what it is it tells us lies we interpretate these as rational and logical through our emotions. for me i cant trust mine at all, i am forced to become of non duality., all of us here are succeptable to greed, and anything that you can imagine. thats fine, again, i must stress perfectionism is not okay. you are all okay. and will be more than just fine, have a little faith okay inner peeps? : ) theres must to talk about, we must all take our time. this is going be hard on everyone okay. i am tired to it is 6 AM and i have to worry about going to netherlands with the construction company thats gnna build my fresh start, my new home. to pick color of walls n such thats a pricy investment, and i dont got that much money, will be a mortgage loan. or, i think u americans say it is? haha, i really havnt thought about it at all, just as mininum as possible, just as i will go do it in the moment again when im there , cos i have no fucking clue what color imma want for a wall lol, prolly white, or something non invasive that i dont regret later. lol im glad the worst part is over when deciding on the blueprints... schematics uhh im tired ok i just want to sleep now, and not think about all of this stuff. but i cant, cos i KNOW. when it gets hard to sleep guys, you'll be getting pretty close i reconn : ) as above so below. have a absolutely wonderfull weekend ya'll innies from the stars : ) i will be following up sometime maybe, i hardly feel the need to proof it. what exactly that happend to me tonight that was so undeniable to me, im not sure i wanne say, yet well im tired. but, it might not be for you guys. anyway so w/e again, take care >: )and remember to LOVE.

Our 2 eyes deceive us with the perception of duality. The bad harms the good, the light beats the dark. When one truly opens their 3rd eye it brings the clarity that the 2 cannot exist without the other, and are truly one. The releif comes with knowing that the suffering we have inflicted on ourselves is the only way we can truly learn to love ourselves, and by nature, our fellow beings. That there is no heaven or hell, only being in the image of source. Their is no failure or success. Let you eyes truly open to the fact that this is how we are born. Blank, nothing. Certain ideas are shown to us, reinforced with specific(typically european) language, and cultural beleifs. To be or not to be? Fuck that! We we all being before we were born and after we die. Only now have i, we, finally suffered enough to experience true peace. Together we can focus to and maintain our 3rd eye open, and will naturally gain our 4th, 5th,.... each closer to source. I'm no Buddhist, just a child at heart, yearning to be free. Wish me luck in my journey, as I wish you all infinite love and suffering. May we all unite together. Ps. I wish born a maya, aztec, toltec, athabaskan, navajo, inuit, pueblo, hopi, ute, paiute, cherokee, black foot, sioux, or any other almost erased people. If anyone speaks a native dialect I would love to talk to you, en Español ambient. I am an American colonialist with an indigenous spirit ready to reclaim my knowledge. Love you all my brothers and sisters, borne from the same egg of the same womb. Idk who i am any more, only who i aspire too

I have a feeling I may be making a lot of these posts 😅 I had an intriguing experiencence with my third eye earlier today and wanted to share. Mostly for solidarity, it makes me feel safe and secure knowing this community is experiencing similar things. Earlier today my third eye began that spooky tingle/pulse, almost like someone was hovering their finger centimeters from my skin. I closed my eyes and tried to meditate on the feeling but as life does, it got in the way and I wasn't able to fully focus. Not long after, I went to the park and began talking to a parent and her baby. Nothing special, regular parent park talk. But fairly soon after talking I noticed what looked like an orange dot on her forehead, where her third eye would be. Her baby had a similar dot. It looked like eye floaters, so I looked away, walked away, closed my eyes, looked away for a long time, but the dots were still present on their third eyes. Like tiny orange laser pointers, if I'm being honest. As they went to leave, it was like the trees whispered "don't let her go" (note, I had felt called to greet specific trees when we got there so did, of course 💚). I watched them walk to the car and it was like time slowed to a crawl while I wrestled internally. Was I hearing my own thoughts? Or were they whispers of more? And all I could hear was the creaking of the trees wind "don't let her go". So I yelled, "Hey!" And she turned and looked, smiled like yes you crazy lady? "Be careful driving" I blurted, "I know that sounds weird but I just have to tell you, please be careful driving " and touched my hand briefly, to my third eye. Bless her, she said, "that's strange you say that, I've had a bad feeling all day". We both laughed but agreed it was worth heeding and as I watched them drive away, a chill crept up my right leg. I thanked the trees and the wind. Then immediately felt like I was going to puke lol I am still processing but felt the need to share here, especially while the feelings are still fresh. With love 💚