I was in Mexico last week and had been reflecting on the idea of the consciousness levels of all things/beings within the framework of densities (ie the first density is inorganic matter which strives upwards to the second density which is non-sentient organic life, to third density which is self-conscious organic life (not sure if organic is necessary for third density in the framework but it’s not important to the point of this post).
I love the ocean, and I am from a landlocked area and have never lived near water of any kind, so I was having a blast playing in the ocean and thinking of it as a beautiful person that was sending me her love and energy. I noticed how the wind played across the surface of the waves and thought of all the information, the intelligent energy that was swirling all around me. I thought of the fact that we see less than 1% of the visible light spectrum, and that we are all made of light. I had the sense of the energetic connection I have with all physical matter, and how I could interact with the simulation via my thoughts, beliefs and feelings, and how by altering my thoughts, I could alter my beliefs and realize new and better outcomes. I was in a grateful and thankful posture, coming out of the ocean. I had planted my feet as deeply into the wet sand as possible and turned sideways to the waves (with my front foot facing forward and back foot perpendicular to the waves) to see if I could resist and not be blasted out of my mucky fortress. By believing that the ocean had consciousness, and that I was connected to that consciousness, just that simple shift in belief (which has been facilitated by a lot of thinking and meditating and reading, including the material on this website) caused it to become a reality in my experience. I felt SO CONNECTED to every little ripple and wave, feeling it and believing that this was how the ocean and the wind were communicating to me.
At first the waves were small and gentle, and it felt very playful. I was able to stand firm in the sand and was actually getting a pretty good core workout! Then they started to get bigger and it required more strength, as I felt more of the intelligent energy around me I felt the happiness and joy of the water, riding up and down, every molecule a conscious entity, having an experience of what it’s like to be a water molecule. But I was still resisting and kind of getting cocky like, “see? You can’t knock me over” and then a big, gentle wave came around me like “Oh yeah?” and just lifted me straight up and out of the sand, and carried me along to the shore. I was laughing as I remembered (or perhaps the ocean told me) “Oh right! You can move vertically too!”
I came out of the water and saw these big beautiful rocks in the sand, baking in the sun. I wanted to go sit on one and warm my feet and body on the rock, which I could just tell was nice and hot. So I walked over and stepped around on a bunch of them, like Goldilocks, and finally found the perfect rock - a nice big black one, it had a crystalline kind of appearance with white and translucent flecks and a really nice texture. Plus it was the perfect temperature. I sat down in my wet bathing suit and just meditated for a while, enjoying the beautiful sun and the warmth of the rock, and after a while I started thinking about the rock. What about this guy? The ocean and the wind seemed so free, so playful, one of those molecules can travel all around the world, up in the clouds, down in the soil, moving through bodies, organisms. What an interesting first density experience! But what about this rock?
So I started talking to it. I was like “Hey man, you are super warm and comforting, thank you for letting me sit on you and absorb your energy. I am thinking about your experience, Mr. Rock, and wondering what it’s like. This is a familiar experience, I guess, to have a person sit on you in a wet bathing suit. You probably get animals and stuff all around you and on you. But you are too far from the water to get any of the waves. I wonder if you were ever in the ocean or if you’ve always been up here where it’s dry.”
And then I felt this feeling of a deep, rumbling statement that originated in the rock and kind of radiated out from us like a pressure wave and moved through everything easily, and it was “I AM ROCK”. It reminded me of “I AM GROOT” which I’m aware of but only as a meme, I’ve never seen that movie. But anyway it was just this definitive, simple statement of awareness that “I AM ROCK” and that it understood and experienced the nature of “rock-ness” within the environment it was in. It didn’t wish for a different experience (ie - to be in the water, or to be bigger or smaller), it was just ROCK.
Later I went further down the beach and found a rock that was partially jutting out of the water. It had a nice little pool with a sandy bottom in front of it so I could walk right up to it and investigate. This rock was so much different! First, there was a zone near the bottom of the rock, maybe 4 inches deep, where the water never seemed to drop below. So in that little 4 inch pool that never dried out, the life that was clinging to the surface of the rock was totally different from the life that had to contend with periods outside of the water. But either way pretty much every square inch of this rock was covered in life! And all day, every day, it had the cheeky, playful ocean swirling around it. I sat on this one and had the same intro conversation and I got this response: “I AM SEA ROCK”
Yes. Sea rock. You “see” a lot more action than ROCK. There’s a new variable, the sea, that gives you this opportunity. Wonderful, you have an interesting experience. These thoughts were transmitting from me to the rock, and I was just getting that same kind of settled, confident, easy-going definitive statement: I AM SEA ROCK. Then I noticed a smaller rock that was essentially always under water, with just a tuft of seaweed that sometimes drifted above the surface. I had this sense that this was its “daughter”, perhaps a piece that had broken off and fallen into the water beside the main sea rock. Wow, look at that! Multiple kinds of seaweed growing all over it, and now a lot of activity - fish, etc. coming and going. I didn’t try to talk to UNDERSEA ROCK but I did have this sense that SEA ROCK was also looking at it with me and smiling. SEA ROCK isn’t UNDERSEA ROCK, but SEA ROCK is happy for UNDERSEA ROCK.
I love fantasy, I love the idea that the world is enchanted. CS Lewis had a major struggle, in his day, to reconcile the “two parts of his mind” as he would describe them. On the one hand, his imagination and heart was completely captivated by the enchanted world - fairy tales, myths, legends, he was a voracious reader and serious scholar, fluent in multiple languages, an Oxford don. He longed for those fairy tales to be true. But in his time, the science and the overall consciousness of the planet were at a certain state that told him this was clearly impossible, miracles were impossible, all that existed was physical matter, the spiritual world is simply a human invention. He wrestled with this tension and for him, found reconciliation in the “myth that became fact” of the life, death and resurrection of Jesus. He was aware of all the preceding myths that talk about the corn god dying and being resurrected, and all the similarities to many ancient myths that come together in Jesus - the repeating of a fractal pattern in human experience, in human storytelling. But he believed that, in Jesus, the “myth became fact” and we had somebody who really did perform miracles and really did have these powers, and really was that perfectly loving, and really did rise from the dead.
Many people that believe the same thing don’t make the connection that Jesus said things like “If you had the faith of a mustard seed, you could say to this mountain - be cast into the sea - and it would obey you. Whatever you ask, if you believe in your heart that it has really happened, you will receive” (these aren’t direct quotes but they capture the essence of those passages). He said, “You will do even greater things than I have done”. But he also said, “Whoever hears my words and DOESN’T PUT THEM INTO ACTION is like a man who built his house on the sand. When the rains came, the house came down with a mighty crash.” His words taught of love, of ONENESS “I am the vine, you are the branches. Be one with me as I am one with my Heavenly Father, etc” and how we should see and treat others. He put them into practice and so-called “miracles” were the result. But he was demonstrating the natural capabilities of the human body, when properly in alignment with the laws of the universe.
Modern science has “re-enchanted” the world for me, and I am sure the discoveries we have made about quantum entanglement, heart-brain coherence, energy, frequencies, cymatics, etc. would have resolves so much of the tension he felt in a world that didn’t have a concept of “spiritual” as energy. I was able to have a new and beautiful experience in nature, connecting with the natural world on a level I have never felt before, because I am able to confidently and credibly BELIEVE that this is how reality ACTUALLY IS. Because of what I’m learning about consciousness and simulations, fractal equations, quantum computing, I can see that reality is not as FIXED and STATIC and UNMOVABLE and SCARY as many of us have believed. And I don’t have to “ask Jesus” to do anything on my behalf. I see him as an Elder Brother, one who can’t walk my path for me, but has shown me what is possible. It’s my WILL, my INTENTION, my ENERGY and LOVE that will CREATE my OWN reality! I have so much faith in this statement because I have experienced the outcomes of re-programming those fundamental beliefs that run the fractal operating system of our simulation, and I am now reaping the benefits of the new fractal patterns that result.
This was a beautiful read! Thank you