This a story about one true love. that filled my black heart, that gave a spark for love to all broken hearts to come. A whole heart to fill my one heart with spark, with fire, with will, with passion, with hope for love. one love for all true love to come.
Tooth n’ nail. Spit n, blood. Mud n’ will.
I will fight for love.
For I am already dead if none of you will.
To live in the shadows of duality. To be one of non duality in my true reality. To live in 2 bubbles when the world knowingly and unknowingly pays billions to enforce just one bubble of duality.
This is not a future I want for my one love. For my family, for my friends, for the world.
Love is sacrifice and as such. To know I could neither love nor help my true love.
What I did not know before was with utter most respect to her to myself to let go of her that I was never meant to stop loving her.
because love = sacrifice. To NOT value, to NOT understand, is to not understand oneself.
I am done with that. because for first time in my life. i figured out how to find true love for myself. For the love she gave me. That was the final piece of the puzzle of a broken heart to make mine completely whole again.
The heart wants what it does, the heart follows which it needs, the heart desires the good in all of us, we all have heart.
To deny as such is not only cruel to the heart, but to yourself.
I am here for all of you for a chance to give that true love that she gave me. to give that love with hope. to give it back to the world. To give it to her in one final attempt indirectly. simply because, true love is for everyone.
love = sacrifice and as such I am willing to die for what is right.
What does it say of my humanity? Who am I to deny love? to only fill the heart of my true love with one private message?
Nobody should deny their humanity. their existence, who they are, what they are, what they want, what they need, our passions, our inner spark and the fire that will come of it.
I am nobody. I want nothing. no fame, no influence, no power, no money. I do this for true love. as everyone deserves love for oneself and the chance at true love as it should.
our human kind has their toys, their masters, their desires, their needs, their willingness to do right. but, instead they decide to do harm. So what i purpose is that we decide to be willing to do the right thing for all of us. instead, we should go for another solution for all of us in this community.
I suggest that all of us, try a little harder to be the best we can be. so that all of us can become something much more than any of us could ever have imagined.
So instead we could do something like imagine a better world for all of us. by doing the right thing for others. for yourself. to do the right thing we must be willing to imagine the right thing. for all of us. every individual, every person, every community, every workforce, every killer, every human, every totality that adds up, makes for a better future for all of us.
So to suggest we are something more than we really are, we really are not. what we are is so much more complex than you could ever imagine. I do urge all of you to decide who you really want to be. what needs to be done for yourself. what needs to be done for another self, another you, another me. and, for those who are willing to sacrifice the worst in us, so we are able to give ourself a better future. for humankind, for our existence. for all of us.
In order to do so we must ensure that each and everyone of us plays our part, so what we should do is instead come to terms with who we are. in order to do so we must decide to help one another for love. for sacrifice. for need. for desires. for compromise, for wanting to change ourself we must decide that each and every one of us makes us whole again by knowing what our purpose is. to know our purpose we must know yourself. in order to do so you must decide for oneself what the right thing is.
Now how do we do that? well, we do what we do best, we do what we can we do. what we must. we do what we need, we do what our heart tells us to do.
so i impose all of you to try to do the right thing for yourself. to be of non duality you must know what duality is.
to be one of character like myself. you must know who you are. to know who you are, you must look within yourself, you must question yourself, you must know that we are only human, we are not perfect, i am not perfect, and that's okay. I love all of you here. with my whole heart. and, as i told my true love back when we were together. i believe in you. When everything finaly made sense in my heart. I knew it would make sense in her heart one day. I know it's going to make sense in all of our hearts one day.. and as such i do believe in all of you to. for those reading this right now in this very community, please dont do it for me. do it for our human kind. for our future. be the spark that the world needs us to be. trust yourself, put aside doubts, fears. anxietys. as i am already way beyond that point. fight for yourself as i once did, and as i will fight now to ensure it for all of us. FIGHT FOR YOURSELF. YOU ALL DESERVE IT. IT IS POSSIBLE. I am here with all of you. I will try to aswner any questions individually as best i can. for all of you if so needed. I wish i could cry for days.. i can't.. beceuse i'm so happy. and thats incredibly sad to see the world in my eyes right now.. when i see so much spark, so much fire, in each and every one of us. waiting to be awakened. so what are you all fucking waiting for? lets fucking do this. for i am nobody, and i thought i could accomplish NOTHING IN MY LIFE. SO VERY
WRONG.
come on people. go make some fucking fire inside of you. > : ) all it takes is just a spark. keep that spark going with desire no matter what. I am proud of my nationality. I am goddamn proud of myself. So what you all waiting, go make me fucking proud to. GO.
SPARK
some desire in that fire in your heart. I do not wish to stand alone. Tooth n’ nail. Spit n, blood. Mud n’ will. ONE HEART AT A TIME IF I MUST. i love her, i always will, i love all of you to. for i am not afraid. i am not ashamed. to free-fucking-willy as such i will do what is right.
So beautiful. One love.