At the crossing and convergence of streams, something interesting happens, that being the realization of your parallel selves. All are you, everywhere, all at once. This moves further 'up and down' the chain as well, but when dealing with parallel lives, we speak of the essence that flows backward and forward through 'time' from the junction point of the now. Of course, as explained, time is not linear. If anything, it is perpendicular, parallel. Much like the walls we overcome in our personal development, these parallel lives are not flat, lying before us in order to be stepped over.
They are walls with mirrors, portals, and truths that we sift through with a fine tooth-comb in order to see ourselves clearly. As stated in the Disclosure today, information can flow 'back' through time, as well as forward, informing all versions of ourselves of new information, changing and rewriting the past.
Versions of you are living right now as both peasant and king, woman and man, virgin and prostitute, abuser and abused, victim and conqueror, alien and human, spirit and matter, everything. You are everyone alive right now in some way shape or form—here and abroad, in the most BROAD sense possible, included. You are everyone's parent, brother, sister, cousin, child.
Yet, even knowing this may not prepare you for the swarm of feeling and emotion that emanates back at you from the parallel lives. Much as you affect them, they can return the favor. While this means it's possible to do some potentially cool things like learning new languages from them, new skills, new anything you put your mind to, really, you're also preparing yourself to face the 'demons' (read: inner shadows, not real demons) of your own subconscious. When the veil of forgetting thins and the flow of information from your lives seeps into your skull, you may find it a befuddling soup of synthesis where personalities attempt to overpower each other. Being prepared for this is your only measure, being prepared and knowing there are people to speak to about it.
An identity crisis is not what anyone, especially those above, want for us when uncovering our hidden parallel selves. To do so risks not only you, but potentially the life you've built, the friends you've made, the mission you have. To get 'lost in the sauce' is difficult—one of the most difficult tasks that lay ahead on your path. Like entering the primordial soup, getting ripped to shreds, and then being put back together as a late-stage Picasso. This is not what was originally intended. It was not meant to be forgotten, and thus, this unfortunate effect on our subconscious is caused by the years, centuries, epochs of gaslighting, manipulation, destruction of truth, and grasping of control through primal animal fear. We become base in our fears, and this pollutes us.
Yet, let me be perfectly clear: It is nothing to fear, because knowledge is power and experience is wisdom. For me this stage came after the dissolution of self, the melting of Nirvana, and yet I know this is not the case for everyone and you may find yourself swimming in the eddies of remembrance just before or during this process. Or perhaps completely before. Who am I to say when or how someone's Awakening process goes? Only you know what you may be enduring. Thus do I reiterate Lady Justice's words from her recent blog post: Only you know what is happening to you. Do not let others tell you what you are experiencing. Speak to others, speak to one of staff, or to anyone you trust should you feel like you are being bogged down parallel life recall. Especially if you feel like you are drowning!
If you experience the following, know you are not going crazy, (hey, there is no crazy here unless you lose your mind to fear, jealousy, envy, etc...) you're just remembering what you should have been able to remember all along:
1. A surge of memories, feeling as if you're being pulled by a dozen threads or more both from the 'past' and the 'future'.
2. A feeling like you may be losing yourself to these emotions. Do not fret or become fearful, ground yourself in who you are and what you love, who you love. These swelling tides of emotion will pass as you incorporate them back into self.
3. A feeling of being alive in many bodies at once and having some small hint of what is happening to them. Some of the lives I felt were so strangely foreign that it made little sense. Am I in a vat of goo? Seriously, I felt like I was in a vat of goo in one of them. Call me Vegeta, I guess.
4. Hearing the whispers of your past is entirely possible. I certainly heard the words of some of my other lives during this process. Some were quite loud and apparent, though many of them were personal and may be triggering so I shall leave them out of this transcript.
5. Know that you have support and that you are never alone during this process. All of us will be here to guide you through these mysteries. We, as staff, we as a community, and we, as those from above happily offer this to you should you only be brave enough to be vulnerable. Be cognizent in who you speak to of your more personally intimate information, however. Not everyone is ready to access this point, and many may find talk of the more triggering lives and instances of lives that we've lived to cause harm, even when it is unintentional. Doing harm even unintentional is still doing harm. The path to hell is paved with good intentions, as they say. Don't pave your path by opening up to people that aren't ready for your golden brick road, because your road to OZ may be their road to Tartarus. This is no stab at them, but at recognizing we all have different evolutions and that some may be at this point while others still haven't accepted that ALL IS ONE and the coolest outcomes imagineable are possible within THIS lifetime, much less as we reach further progression. Some others may still have their own ghosts to process, and that is fine and well, because we know, at some point, they will also reach this junction, and they too, we shall gladly guide across the rift of parallel lives.
6. No one will be left behind. No one will miss the 'right timing' of Awakening -> Apotheosis. All things in our own time, in our own way, in our own love, for the good of the higher self, and the love of Source.
If you find yourself needing help with ANY unknown sensation or event in your Awakening life, message one of us on staff and we will come to your aid! Be well my friends!
Loved the post and thank you for the wisdom!