I would like to ask for your help. Everyone I’ve spoken to here has been kind and gracious and I love you all. This journey has led me to a place where there’s a tremendous amount of healing and deep inner work to be done which I suppose there’s some consolation in knowing that the universe/all things believe in me that much, but it’s also become apparent that I can’t really do it alone. So, I just like to ask for a little bit of spiritual help not just for me, but for my loved ones as well who rely on me tremendously.
My DMs are always open, but I think the sort of spiritual help I need at least right now may not require too much conversation just a lot of intent and pureness of heart from everyone. I hope this isn’t too much to ask, really tend to be much more humble so it feels a bit awkward. By a bit I mean a LOT haha …
Apologies if this is inappropriate and I won’t be bothered if any moderators feel the need to take this post down as distracting from our much broader important mission.
I wanted to follow up here, as I needed to take a short break from things here to work on myself (apparently that involved falling apart a bit but came out stronger and more focused. Again…sigh - nowhere as much as what JR had to endure but I guess I should come to peace with the challenges true growth requires).
Something did shift in the child I help care for - whom I’ve always had a powerful bond with. When we were together the other night, she felt insecure and simply asked me to hold them. We looked out the window together at the sky and didn’t speak much but felt a sense of calm - coming from both outside and in.
There’s still a lot of chaos and anxiety swirling in another I care for. It’s difficult to admit that it might not yet be time for them? I can’t quite tell, but it was damaging when I tried to absorb so much of that. Once in awhile there’s a spark - a flickering flame that’s quickly extinguished by circumstance and the need for them to “block” to get done what needs to be done to stay afloat. For now though, the child has grown a lot physiologically in a short period of time and our bond remains strong so THANK YOU everyone.
Removing the religious dogma around “prayer” - I do believe in the one connection of us all, and try to remain modest enough to not speculate the exact science while intuiting as best I know on how powerful it is to align our hearts to help others through the deepest form of “love”.
That’s not to say we should get lost in manifestations either - it does take hard work but perhaps there’s a balance to be found where the combination is more than the separate parts?
Lastly - I’m curious to learn more about the comment that was channeled, around my “personal team” related to contact. There was no explicit contact, but I’m open to the idea of subtleties, helping me decide if I should do A or B in any given moment - like a compulsion. Perhaps it is time soon to return to meditation (it got a bit overwhelming) and connect again with the higher self with more confidence now.
I wasn't on yesterday to see this, but sending you and your loved ones energy into the past!!! (Cause apparently I can do that) :D
I’m so glad you are reaching out for help. I completely understand the hesitancy to post this, as I experienced the same thing - but you trusted your intuition and did post anyway! I have also been going through a rough situation and this community has supported me immensely.
I will pray for you and your family today. I’ll do what I can to send some goodness and comfort your way. You have access to a deep well within the center of you that contains all the strength you need to make it through this time. Whenever you feel doubt, remember that wellspring, and envision the endless stream of strength and perseverance that is always with you.
No need to reply to anyone here. Focus on your family and let us answer your call for help without expecting anything in return.
I am supposed to let you know that you will be getting some contact from the back end to discuss with your personal team. As this is a channeled message where this vestle is being used, they can not answer any further. So do not ask them any questions.
Hope you're doing ok! When times are tough you should be allowed to ask for help and feel that people out here do care for you.
Good luck with everything. <3
The energy of this amazing community is palpable.
All best to you and yours!
LOVE
on it's way!
Thank you all for the kind words. I’m personally doing ok now, but my loved ones are struggling still so please focus less on me for now and on them. Sorry for all this drama, just got really desperate and truly believed in everyone’s powers here. Maybe that’s just part of the process? I don’t wanna speculate or assume too much though, but it kind of makes logical sense.
Also, I did want to say that I think I’m one of those people that “is mentally/spiritual ready” to have more more contact, but not physically ready and got really overwhelmed. I’m comfortable admitting that and now at least more ready to accept them and I’ll send everyone into my life and I will try to be a little stronger next time around.
Sending energy of acceptance and self-love! Please be kind to yourself Erdem ☀️
You're not alone, this should too will pass!
I’m glad you posted this. It’s never inappropriate to ask for help when we need it. Sending love and light to you and your loved ones.
Aww, as others have said, I don't think this an inappropriate post at all!
It's always okay to ask for help, especially in a community like this one; this is what we're here for!
I will send energy of love, peace, and most importantly, solace to you, dear One. Your energy is well needed and well appreciated, I hope you know that <3
Thank you for posting this, as the vulnerability you show here can hopefully help others know that it's okay and safe to be vulnerable and out of their shell here as well! You set a good example, Erdem.
Working on yourself, protecting and providing for your loved ones, and focusing on healing IS the mission, in a big way.
Do not be afraid to ask for help, and my DMs are always open. Either way, sending you much love and healing vibes should you accept them.
This is not inappropriate in the slightest, Erdem. We're a community and we should always have each others back. Thank you for reaching out. I know it couldn't have been easy to do this
Oh wow, you so got it, today I will send you so much love and pray that your family and you are safe and happy. I will be in touch with you very soon. I'm proud of you for asking for help my guy. I love you and Of Course I will help you! It is ALWAYS okay to do this and I, personally, really encourage it. It's hard to ask for help, but you did it! :]