The struggle is REAL is anyone else having issues in crowds? It seems I only last 5-10min in a store before a slow heat creeps up my spine, right ear pain and ringing begins, and disembodiement/light headedness like my consciousness is trying to forcefully eject itself from my vessel.
My vision is also struggling to differentiate between the realms? Dimensions? There is just so much in the air and the sky, shapes and shadows and flashes zooping this way and that across the sky or around my body. The world is teeming with life but also, how the heck am I supposed to drive like this lol
I relate to this. Looking at the sky during the day is very intense for me- a spiritual practice in itself.
I have to be very careful with my energy. I mostly spend my time at home. I’ve recently come to accept that I cannot work anymore largely due to the psychic drain, and I am waiting to get approved for disability. It’s been a struggle.
Starting the Gateway Experience and practicing creating a resonant energy balloon has been helpful.