After discovering Prudence's disclosures, I started listening to the Gateway Tapes. Last week, while listening to the fifth tape of Wave I, and today, while listening to the fifth tape of Wave II, I experienced visual hallucinations.
The hallucinations usually begin when the frequency speeds up. The fifth tape of Wave I has a background sound of a train, which repeats and gradually accelerates. As I listened, I distinctly saw a black-and-white flickering effect that continued even when I closed or opened my eyes. I later revisited this tape on another day to confirm the experience, and it happened again.
Today, I listened to the fifth tape of Wave II, which introduces the Energy Bar for the first time. The hallucinations began when the Energy Bar started flashing faster. As its speed increased, I suddenly felt my body lift, and instead of just flickering patterns, I started seeing more defined shapes passing before my eyes. Among them, I saw a bright purple gemstone (or perhaps a portal?). This wasn’t something I was merely imagining—I truly saw it right before my eyes, even though they were closed. Since I had never experienced visual or auditory hallucinations before starting the Gateway experience, this was quite shocking for me 😱
Before today’s session, I reaffirmed three things:
A firm belief that the soul field is real
A strong desire to communicate with other beings
A vivid imagination
I am now convinced that these elements play a crucial role in the Gateway experience.
I am not crazy, and my critical thinking is still functioning.
However, what I experienced today has become undeniable evidence for me personally.
The phase of doubt and questioning is over.
Prudence’s claims are true, and I will put them into practice.
Interestingly I was just doing this tape a couple days ago. At the top of my energy bar tool, purple crystals grew/always were/weren't just there. They shattered. I picked the shards up, crushing them in my hand, drawing blood, and ushering the pieces alongside my essence and energy flow into it to reform it. After this was when instructed to place the EBT in front of you and let it float in place, stepping back. I had a confrontation with an entity at this point, where it appeared with it's "hand" on my EBT (which had changed from a staff to a sword on its own when this happened, staff being default for me, but I've used the sword form before for certain symbolism in tasks, but it happened on its own. I recalled it to me, though there was a struggle. There's parts I wish to omit currently, but I will say it was surprising, yes, it was an attack, yes, but I never felt a 'hostile' intent, or 'evil/negative' feeling. It was more like non-physical wrestling in the struggle, and like it was a challenge or test for a path going forward. After this session I realized I was beginning to be able to recognize brain wave state changes, an intuitive sense on the edge of theta and delta during the tapes, after pulling myself from the edge of 'clicking out' or falling asleep over the last several tape sessions
To me this sounds like you started seeing energy moving visually which is great. When we get more connected, you can see those fields, and to me, that “purple” gemstone sounded like your third eye. Also, having a strong creative imagination is key for psionic stuff too, just being open to new ideas :)
Wow this is great, thank you for sharing!!
This is really great, thank you for sharing! I am getting closer to beginning Wave II. I have really been enjoying Focus 10, but am finding that the involuntary movement of my fingers and (especially) legs is pulling me out of focus and bringing my mind there. I'm beginning to try putting them in my energy conversion box in hopes that will help me be at ease.
It's so incredible that you've got to experience that! It adds only more validity for me and my personal journey, as well as confirmation of Prudence's words. Now that we are past all this fear and doubt, we can move into being the best versions of ourselves! Peace and love! 💓💜💗
This was a very enlightening read. Thank you for sharing, my friend. Indeed - this is the part our friends from above have been trying to tell us. "Acceptance is necessary" to move into the next stage. It doesn't take away from critical thinking, it enables it that there's more than what meets the eye. To know truth, you must first want it. Just like "manifesting" anything - it first starts as an invisible idea/imagination in our heads before it comes into physical being. Same rule applies to - EVERYTHING - not just meeting NHI. This is true reality.