Blessings to Jr Prudence and advisors and everyone reading this message.
To cut to the chase, my little tiny brain has in the past, envisaged the REAL ME (R.M) as vaguely an ethereal being, human like figure, living in perhaps a higher realm, I guess like a heaven, all seeing and knowing, immortal but still very human like if that makes sense.
However, I have also read that The REAL ME, (and I could be completely wrong) doesn't operate in this familiar way...(words are clumsy), it might not have feelings, emotions, consciousness or even thought, as we do.
Perhaps it's not even aware of me?
(Yet, I have felt it as an observer- perhaps).
Even further, that the way I might think of it, only comes to play when it is connected through body/mind and feedback loop in a "vessel". As in me. Is it only alive and aware in a container?
Yet, is it still a personage, in self without this little me? Does it live a routine? (lol).
Does it have consciousness? Self awareness?
I know the immprtal spirit of ours is vital and fascinating to be studied by the advisors to create this conductive environment in any case.
What does THE SPIRIT look like and would that help me connect better to what is apparently my true self?
I love the parable of the octopus dipping it's tentacle into the #D to experience...and that experience being my little self.
Perhaps to envisage it, would be (3/8 point pincer)
as that incredible light (once trapped in a crystal)
or a spinning form of unique electrons and other elements in a cloud of light?
Or an amazing wise and funny ancient human with such love and light, lol.
Or simply as a battery and USB combined?
What do spirit/souls look like and behave???
Because I thought I had a sense but now I'll be honest, i feels alien to me.
Maybe this is for not you to answer, but for myself to find out.
Void meditation has been helpful in wiping my slate/expectations clean.
After running away for so long, I longer for the reward of that connection and feel that being able to envisage what my spiirt/real me/soul/I am presence...might look like, might help.
Is not spirit into matter (animation created by the desire of love) the miracle?
I bow in grace for all of us.
he soul as a luminous or ethereal outline of a human figure, reflecting the idea of the soul being closely tied to the body but not confined by it.
I like mcgarry pic by Alex grey. When I asked, was guided by mantid being in vision quest, it showed me a fractal spark leaving balanced fractal trail of light and dark, in constant motion through void. I interpreted it as I am the spark, the balanced trails it generates and the void. Idk I'm no expert, just sharing my experience. I think we are all fractals or part of an infinite fractal in some form