Questions about Love.

Greetings and Blessings,

I have read through all these mind blowing and affirming messages you have gifted us.

Nothing felt new just well explained and nice to hear and I hope I am not being egoic when little me says that.

I do personally feel an impatience from entities on this site about humanity not getting the message on love.

That love is the verb of the whole universe.

And yet, I get mixed messages:

To me;

about how our "higher self" would send a part of itself down to one of the most densest world (where spirit in matter is a miracle) that is complete duality, with complete confusion and an absolute lack of love. To what? Bring and understand love or even have a holiday from love?

All my life I have been a searcher. I hated it when people said "you only live once"...even though I didn't know if this was true or not, it never flt right. (I also don't like my born name).

My studies led me to an understanding of frequencies, dimensions, chakras and the idea of the ego and higher self.

But how horrible is it to create an experiential and suffering "lower self" and then when that personality (with beautiful heart) dies for a different dozen reasons- that wisdom(?), those lessons, those connections, it's all just extinguished like a {insert something] and wiped while all those precious wisdom and learnings goes back to the "higher self".

I actually made me feel very hollow. I'm an emotive person.

(I knew I am a container but's it's a friggen tough video game OK?)

However, and this is important. I got hit by what I can only call- (and I know this phrase has been used differently) as a love bomb. I was "randomly" touched by a taste of divine love.

It changed my life, my frequency even now 9 years later. The experience is below.

How has it helped me now? I still very much in the grind. I still cling to addictions and distractions. [SHRUGS].

But I don't need to think about death or what if or really a fear based life or what is the truth. I found it, instantaneously.

My point is, I am feeling judgement (and yes I am lazy) from beings that have fought through duality and everything else MANY eons and millions ago to OF COURSE get to the point of "This is the way".

But how can you judge almost a WHOLE PLANET of people who have never even tasted something close to the love that YOU HAVE.

The greatest love that most people have ever been shown in their lives (as a rule) is the love from their parents.

HOW can you expect nations to awaken and acknowledge this ultimate divine love UNTIL they feel it emotionally and experiantially. Because I don't know and I would NEVER jduge anyone who hasn't felt that level of love.

How would suggest they can have their divine love moment?

How can we show the world this love so they feel it?

Maybe we're not meant to.

But I feel a level of frustration from these entities and would love more clarification on that.

So If there is a Q and A it is two fold.

How can entities expect humanity to embrace "All is One" if the greatest LOVE they've most probably felt is the best their own parents could give them"?

It isn't enough to have a mental understanding of this love, it has to be emotionally experienced to the core, what would the entities advise on the pathways to do this?

Perhaps I was just lucky. I have written about this on Reddit when people ask "I am afraid of death, how do you cope".

Thank you so much for letting me share. I wish you all love.

[Apologies for language and also FIVE minute read]

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"The Love Bomb".

I struggled with the idea of death for a long time so made it my mission to learn everything I could regarding theology, the after life, all religions and doctrines as much as I could.

Still I felt angry that our ego and personality that suffers so much in life should die or be wiped at death as "lessons for the soul" etc.

The ego and mind just cannot fathom it. The blessings of our consciousness is also a paradoxical curse, seriously, sometimes I am amazed anyone intelligent enough, gets up in the morning, anyhow.

One evening at a gathering, I was talking to two close friends and was trying to describe the etheric body and chakras. Real deep stuff and then I was just "hit" by what I can only describe as a "love bomb".

I want to alliterate that I'm not religious or necessarily believe even in a "god" but can now understand the idea of having an 'awakening" if you like.

It came to me in a second (and even now I feel happier for it and still feel it's vibrations years later). It's almost impossible to put into words because I believe it was such a high level message, but I will try.

Because it was a feeling more than thought, I felt this love so strong and it has such awareness, and I'll put it this way, it knew all the bad things and good things you may have done and you weren't forgiven, you weren't even guilty, anyone, because you simply did not have this love. The only level anywhere close to it's feeling for anyone of us was the unconditional love of parents and how fucked can that be, from their parents etc, etc. I felt the idea that I was part of this love, that I was not only part of a family, a tribe or a nation, I was part of the fabric of this love. At the same time, I guess I saw an image of the sea, but every drop of that sea was this love and I saw an image of clouds forming and moving and from an emotional point of view, the voice was saying, if you could give up everything to be part of this love, would you do it? Would you give yourself completely for this love, and I thought, yes of course I would. And when I mean group, it felt like I knew every drop of that ocean as a friend. It made this life feel like a playground and that brought so much relief. And then I realized that outside our life here, this is what it is. I also felt the FREEDOM, even just for a moment of absolutely no fear, because the lack of fear is this love. I also realized that everything we do is through love or lack of love, whether that's bringing up a family, (with the best love you have) or just lashing out and having destructive times through lack of love. Then lastly, I felt that not only is this love waiting for ALL of us but that its actually here ready for you if you want it.

The group feeling from this love was like, "You" have only known "you" for this short life but "I"...(a voice or group I was hearing said)... have known you for so much longer. It hurts I to see you struggle but it also does not, because I know you will be okay.

It was only when I felt the full emotions of that love that it all clicked.

Death is going home.

There is no heaven or hell because that duality only exists here. There is only love on that level from here that survives.

And in feeling that love and belonging you realize how you would give up everything even your name and life to be part of that.

Know outside this life you are loved and protected and all you are is this love.

You have nothing to fear because it is waiting for you.

It is sad we cannot feel this now so it can take faith...but if we move out of our ego and into our true heart...it's all there.

Thanks for letting me share, I actually find it quite overwhelming still, in a good way, where I am at now is: (1) I judge people less through the awareness of love (2) I don't spend hours worrying about death now, just dying...(lol) (3) If I see a human walking to work with their lunch in their hand I jut marvel (maybe arrogantly) and how they are getting on in this crazy fucked up world without this amazing love and quietly may start crying,

seriously. Because I don't like the idea of them lying in bed late at night worrying about death. And the fact they do and get up and do their day, makes them so fucken brave to me.

TLDR: Love is all. Everything is done for the hope and promise of love, Water is the closest expression thing to that love we have on this planet IMHO.

Also discovering love in all her forms is the most magical experience of all this life.