I’m not really sure where to start with this post. I just found this website less than 24 hours ago and yet I can’t get enough of it. I feel so drawn to it for once. I actually feel like I found a place that I belong.
My journey started in an odd way. I guess it took the loss of someone close for me to ask that first question what really happens when we die that was almost 4 years ago. I’ve been down rabbit hole after a rabbit hole. I have learned more about myself and others in the last four years than I have in the previous 48 years Being on this planet
Life’s always been difficult. I’ve never really felt like I fit in. Don’t really have any friends. I actually I’d have to say my wife is my best friend but what I’m curious to know, how do we continue on this path while still having to keep 1 foot in the materialistic world while we contribute to capitalism. I left a good paying job a little over a year ago because I felt like it was literally sucking the being from me. I went back to work at an airport just because of my love for airplanes. The pay is terrible. The hours are terrible, but I feel somewhat connected to the airplanes for as weird as it sounds But when I’m putting in my 40+ hours a week how do I continue on making sure I’m doing what I need to do to the best of my abilities?
Sorry for the long winded question it’s the autism in me
Also, could you just pass along love and well wishes to the universe for me I may not be a perfect person, but I do try to do my best on this challenging planet
Thank you you all
The struggle is real at the airport. Hard work, weather, and management or lack there of. However I’ve seen some of the most amazing sunrises and sunsets. It beats sitting behind a desk all day, and the airplanes love working around them.