I had a much needed restful nigh last night. Note, my terminology is not accurate always per prudence descriptions.I woke reflecting on the strangeness of my dreams, and wrote them off as dreams. I'm begining to think they're all something more.
I was in the same physical location in both states. In the dream stat 2 females were at a table packaging and sending "buttons". One female i have met physically, in Fl keys looking for drugs in past.... edit* same wwoman tahat askwd if inwas an alien...my dream mentality was anxious and thought she was shipping drugs out of my house, but she was calm as I started to act on fear and look for a weapon to motivate her to leave. I should know by now to not do that, but in many of my dreams my emotions almost feel "implanted". I went to my safe and yhe door was open, guns and everything rummaged around. I was upset at that. More people showed up and were interested in a hat and hoodie hung on a hanger in the room with safe and my fish tanks. I was aggressive but powerless with them. They were friendly, but it was like I couldn't control my fear and just was rageful. I woke up around then.
I'm sharing this with an open heart and mind, it may be a psychological artifact. Please trust that I am calm and stable, my safe is locked and I don't have access in physical realm. Love love love. I am nothing. Thanka for giving me a place to share, and help clear my mind. Love is one love is all
Hey TJ! How are you? I'm only catching up with your posts! Can you believe how big the community has grown in just a few day? In addition to mcgarryb4's insights,
what strikes me is the imbalance between emotions and the means to deal with the situation. The powerlessness, as you said. More specifically in the instances you describe (people in your house, messing up with your things, taking away from you the means to defend yourself, "interested in" your garments, your fishtanks), the word dispossession came up in my mind. I came up to that word from my own language, intending to say "the things that belongs to you have been taken away from you", then I read the definition here, and I understood how the word dispossession is used to describe what settlers did to Indigenous people. Your house: land? garments: culture? fish tanks: ecosystems? So, the dream may convey more than an individual perspective, there could be a collective perspective. And that may be why you feel that the emotions "almost feel implanted". You might be feeling collective emotions.
Wow thank you! This is why I share and post. You are so insightful, again haha. I can relate to all the points you mention, and will reflect on these much more. This community is beautiful, and I am so grateful for you all!
Personally to me this dream shows a few things:
1.) if it’s in a house that felt like your or similar, it can represent yourself.
2.) If you see people from your past, and in the context of how you remembered them (in your case, drugs. I was born in Key West btw) it can show a longing for those situations/periods of time you need to heal from?
3.) Your personal safe being open by someone else, and seeing your things exposed maybe shows you are afraid of exposing your own personal thoughts/feelings to others?
4.) Others entering your home, and you were powerless over it, and you reacted mad shows me maybe you have/had people in your life that you were powerless over, and maybe the situations everyone was involved in at the time.
Dreams definitely have a lot of meanings, but that’s my interpretation lol. Thanks for the post my brother!