(Q & A) Part 7 & The Shadow Suspension of Prudent_Start_6472
- JR Prudence
- Feb 2
- 20 min read
They've done it. They erased me and silenced me. They sent no messages as to why, no alerts, just a complete shadow removal of me, my posts, comments, and my history. As if nothing even happened. As if I never even existed. And then some people wonder why the truth isn't out there? Especially on social media? Wondering why you're not getting it fully through your "credible" (usually infiltrated) sources? Because those of us that are actually spreading the real truth are being actively suppressed.
See here:
Yep, it's real. They shadow-banned me. My account works "just fine" on my end. It shows that I can still log in like normal, except for "internal server error" messages popping up. I can make "ghost" posts and comments that can only be seen by me. No messages or emails to the suspension. They erased my history and my message. I'd strongly recommend (for those willing) to repost the OP here: https://www.reddit.com/r/InterdimensionalNHI/comments/1ic2ox9/the_truth_disclosure_nhi_esp_reality_mind/ with the title "UFOs, UAP, The Truth, ‘Disclosure,’ NHI, ET, Aliens, ESP, Reality, Mind, Consciousness, Spirit & ‘God’ are All One"
You can use this disclaimer: Disclaimer: The OP to thread was shadow-banned and erased from history, along with the original posts removed from other subs along with external upload links being mysteriously removed and comments, deleted. This is an attempt to raise awareness of true disclosure efforts in conjunction with other members connected to this mission in government, military, private and commercial organizations coming forth, including here on social media. Our united goal is to bring truth regarding the nature of reality, which simply happens to include NHI/ET. It is not intended for grifting, commercialization, heated skeptical debate nor new age spirituality or UFO cultists. There's an extensive Q/A available on this link, along with much more information there that will not be posted to Reddit.
Your help now is required more than ever to spread the truth. Make sure to link them to this thread so others around the world can witness these efforts full time. My NHI contacts are humbly requesting those of you who are willing to repost if possible on Reddit, Facebook, Twitter, Instagram, TikTok, and all other social media. We are winning so much that they are actively trying to stop us. The truth really does set you free. We're not backing down this time.
Q: You danced around all the logistics on how things work beautifully, but the question we all eventually graduate to is the purpose of it all. Unfortunately as much as I have tried the consciousness of the universe won’t let me in on that bit of information. Have you had any better luck?
A: The purpose of it all is critical mass of the soul field to create what you'd describe as apotheosis.
Q: For the ET/NHI group that you’re in touch with, what does a typical day in the life look like for them? Do they have soulmates and partners, children, animals, etc?
A: Most of the ones I am in contact with are on a mission here, so they are often busy with duties of keeping the world from imploding. It’s their job, so picture it like going to work only, a different type of occupation. When they’re off, yes, many of them do have soulmates and share much high love and connection. They also have family. Some return to their worlds to make time for their loved ones after work, others bring them here to visit. Many of them do not have pets and detest the idea of it.
Q: Can you explain the singularities a little further? So far I’m tracking 4, the individual singularity of the spirit, the universal singularity, multiverse singularity, and the GCS. I assume the singularities act as a circuit breaker for the dimensions, transitioning energy from one type to another allowing it to transition through the fields. Is there more to this? If we’re thinking linearly then perhaps 5? Assuming that the GCS acts as the 1st and 5th singularity to complete the circuit? And where does the soul field in this? Is the soul field, the field of the GCS?
A: These are excellent questions. I appreciate you taking the time to write them. You should drop the idea of any particular number because according to my contacts, it would appear to us as infinite amounts of singularity points if we were to consider all grand time and space across all dimensions in every cosmos and universe. Basically, a singularity is formed from high rates of information swirling into each other, which then compresses into an infinity point like the GCS, then transmits data in (from our point of view “3” directions – past, present, and future) all directions (infinite directions in reality, not just 5, 11, 12, 15, 22, 33 and so on). All singularities are, more or less, (even cyclones, tornadoes, whirlwinds, etc.) emulating the GCS like a child that learned from the parent because just like a child who is dependent for their biological makeup from the parent’s genetics, the same idea applies to all proceeding singularities. The soul field is like the “broth” of the soup, or in other examples, the background field sustaining and holding existence together so that ALL information can pass between it to and fro – leading to compressions of individuality and “moments in time.” Picture it like after a star goes supernova or nova – giving off its shell. That shell or nebula can coalesce into “individuum” or singularity points, such as new planets and stars. In this respect, the spirit is simply a compressed individuum moment in time of the eternal encompassing all-presence of the soul field. Spirit is condensed soul energy in the form of individual-time. So, the soul field can be considered, in a sense, both the beginning and aftermath of the GCS with the GCS being the first, current, and last singularity compression as “ALL-SPIRIT” with the soul field being the nebula or surrounding interconnected “gas” (Note: not actually ‘gas’ – just an example!). This may be a difficult concept to grasp that somehow the Soul Field always existed and birthed the GCS whereas at the same time, the GCS also stimulated the Soul Field and empowers it – akin to a star giving off solar flares and its emissions. They are one and co-created each other in an “entangled” existence as the two that became the three – the three being existence itself, existing as an unfolding. Soul, Spirit, and Mind. The universe IS MIND – MENTAL. Its soul is all-encompassing, and its spirit is unending. This is the signature of 3-3-3.
Q: When you say "reality" are you talking about this reality for which we are a part but the powers that be, are hampering "spiritual" growth. That growth, when unhampered, could literally create a "heaven" on earth? or are you talking about "reality" in the sense of what is beyond this "vehicle" that many want to associate "self" with?
A: Both. “Heaven” actually already exists. It’s called real reality, and not the mental prisons mankind lives in that is disguised as “reality.” Death is nothing to be afraid of. I must repeat this, although this isn’t a call to become suicidal to escape, either. The reality is that we are far more eternal in nature and even technology can be used to assist the afterlife to the point of even trapping others. Yes, such technology does exist. “Heaven” is living in true reality and building worlds, federations, and interconnected galactic and dimensional communities around such truths – but never any teachings, religions, ideologies, or dogmas. Simply, truth, which doesn’t care what word you use or how – but the intent/the telepathy/the psychic force/focus behind it.
Q: Does Atlantis mean anything to you? The Slave and Servile race?
A: Yes, there will be some blog posts covering some of these topics perhaps in a few days.
Q: If possible could you give me a high level on your "void meditation?" I understand it from a low level as its something I have inadvertently been practicing for a couple years now, and other yogas and meditations for over 10 years now.
A: Stillness is key. The more still you are, the easier the breathing falls into flow, the heart rate is cooled, and the simpler one can detach themselves. It’s okay for thoughts to come to you, but just let it pass through you and don’t grasp any of it. Let go of your name, your job, your heritage, your culture, your problems, your friends and family, the problems of the world, what you must do, shame, guilt, fear, anxiety, animosity, hatred, and just ‘feel’ what it is to simply BE/EXIST. Use Hemi-Sync or Source Vibrations to assist.
Q: For us (A∴A∴), we feel if we can get individuals to recognize and call upon that force you are describing, the rest will slowly fall into place; which then promotes the creation of art which then would help the masses from the "individual." The biggest issue is the programming they have been susceptible to their whole lives, and getting out of their own head, I if can generalize us to the point of pedantry one of my traditions, we can split it into 3 schools, the foundation (getting rid of bad habits and thoughts to make more space for that force you describe), the Drawing down of that force you describe (maturing that connection), Mastery (create art, share that force in any way possible to aid in that promulgation) They call it "tending the garden"
A: I must hand it to you, this was well-written and very wise. Nothing to add.
Q: Thanks for getting back to me. I'm thankful for the validation. Does this indicate a higher priority to gather highly gifted folks? In the end, it seems a bit sketchy from many perspectives to come forward in any fashion. Keeping quiet is generally the safest way to live. observation/awareness seems to magnetize? attract? become a part of? specific situations. So keeping simple keeps things from happening.
A: The real and good NHI/ETs will never override your free will and will, at best, only implant ideas for you to decide on. It’s up to you and ultimately your choice. You, and others who are gifted, are part of this movement to free mankind from their mental prisons and open up a new era of truth and prosperity. NHI/ET happen to be allies – although there are some not-so-good forces out there (ET and human alike), but they are ultimately powerless in comparison to the good ones. You have to decide if you wish to do your role. For some of us, yes, it is coming forward/public, but for others, it is staying relatively hidden while releasing important data such as what I am doing here. You can assist this particular part of the mission – or others – or both. The choice is yours.
Q: In your posts, you've indicated that you've had troubles in the past. Are you able/feeling comfortable to elaborate on any of them? You talked about losing many things, which is sad. it seems that to reach a higher place you really gotta hit the bottom.
A: I can, although I’d prefer to be asked specifics. Long story short, I have had a very difficult, testing life. Breaking free of the collective mind-matrix was only the beginning, really. I can be considered, in a sense, a “telepathic mutant” and my abilities were so strong that it created damage for me in my younger years. I had to spend a long time training them, also with the assistance of my NHI friends. That’s only the abilities part. I’ve lost loved ones early in life and had to figure out things on my own. My encounters with my NHI friends, while dearly appreciated, did create a lot of backlash for me from the not-so-good forces (both human and ET alike). While my friends from above did protect me and I did come out victorious, the wars I had to fight (mostly “spiritual” or telepathic/psychic with some physical altercations as well) – were extreme and costed me many aspects of a regular life. I’m blacklisted in the real world from many places and I cannot attain a regular job as such, nor be among crowds for very long either. Friends have been taken from me and my history has been systematically removed with only bits and pieces remaining here and there – as if I were a ghost in the system. It hasn’t been easy, but as I said, my NHI friends have taken good care of me too and also granted me the greatest desire of my heart, which I’d prefer not to speak of just to protect it. Despite my difficulties, it has shaped me into becoming a much better person, filled with love, peace, self-acceptance, fulfillment, and truth. If I were to die today, I’d die with a smile on my face and even if I didn’t get the support to continue my mission, I’d still be happy, knowing I have contributed to making the world a better place by spreading truth and sincere, honest love. You basically have two choices with difficulties and negatives in life. One, either it breaks you or two, it makes you better. I chose the latter and I still choose it to this day. It works.
Q: So we have the "layers" of reality, right? The first few layers were obvious to me. and also the simultaneous nature was obvious to me as well (time happening all at once, etc). Here's my general understanding of the layers, I kind of think of it like a layered model in engineering. physical body (including the brain) the mind/consciousness conundrum the spirit the soul the universe (everything else) This is very paraphrased, i know there's many technicalities that I don't know/understand. so that's just my simple way of looking at it. When you're speaking, you're saying that the spirit and soul are layered. meaning that the soul is the base, and the spirit can be many instances of the soul. That makes sense, given a spirit would be more attuned/associated with individual identity or details related to this specific lifetime/existence. aka its the "person". (btw please correct me if you want to. i'm not saying i am right it's just a simple way to explain a concept)
A: What you said is perfectly fine to illustrate the example, more or less. We don’t always have to get into the intricacies unless requested.
Q: What if the "person" I am, feels energetically attuned to being, let's say, another gender. How does that fit in at all? As part of my 2nd "awakening" phase, I for some reason came to some kind of deep energetic feeling that I was attuned to another type of energy, of the opposite gender. Is there gender energy? Is there an attunement of spirit or soul to the masculine or the feminine. Or are those ideas entirely dependent upon the ego?
A: Gender is not so much entirely separate energy, rather, a byproduct of the entanglement mirror, which begins with the GCS (as IT in the THEN) to you (as IT in the NOW). Soulmates also hinge on this concept, which is why if a person feels a drive toward another – seeing visions, ideas, concepts and the like of their partner, then they should go for it. It’s not a free will override because “what you are calling for is calling for you.” This is how you should begin to look at things and never in a dualistic nature, rather, entangled mirrors as reflections of One. That feeling you are feeling toward the other gender more has to do with the necessary energies of that mirrored polarity. In other words, for example, (not saying this is you) like how some overly macho straight men can’t even think of loving another man, whereas a gay person wouldn’t care. The same applies here. It’s not so much gender or sexuality as it is the traits and frequencies of the “opposite sex” that you must explore. In the case of the feminine nature, that would include compassion, art, sexuality, freedom, nurturing, openness, vulnerability, psychic atonement (yes, psychic/telepathic = feminine), creativity as a whole, security, and safety (in truth). In all likelihood, more than a radical transition to change your sex (which many people fall into and misunderstand), it’s about the traits of the opposite gender that you need to learn of/implement into yourself. So, yes, many of those ideas are ‘ego’ based as you called it, but to be frank, more ideological and cultic than actually true.
Q: There does indeed exist duality for some things. Maybe not for every-single-concept-that-exists, but surely for energetic things. Do we fall into that? If so, then would the soul be attuned to masculine or feminine similar to positive or negative electrons, or some other shitty electrical-related metaphor? I'm not talking about some ego-related desires to act out a different life. It is much deeper and more significant. I could live the rest of my life how I am and be ok with it. But it's still some kind of like, draw, or pull, or knowing that I don't belong exactly how I am. I don't even understand honestly. I'm not asking you to explain what it is, but maybe you could point me in the direction of where it's not. Yet again, I'm trying to read between the lines here and figure out the subtleties of it all, to learn myself better. Thank you and sorry for all of this
A: I have to stress that the reality is not dualistic, but closer to Einstein’s E = MC2. Think about the transitory nature between water, gas, and ice or the link between celestial bodies how a planet can become a gas giant which can become a brown dwarf, and with enough mass, a star, and in reverse order. Positive and negative are misleading and often cult and religious teachings-based, which do not reflect the real reality other than a perception. Again, in truth, everything is a oneness in different layers and phases. Why different layers and phases? So that ONENESS can be ONE in INDIVIDUALITY and TRUTH as much as it is INTERCONNECTED as a whole. The same applies to how you view the past, present, and future. I’ll link this quote from physicist Sabine Hossenfelder – “According to the currently established laws of nature, the future, the present, and the past all exist in the same way. That's because, regardless of what you mean by 'exist', there is nothing in these laws that distinguishes one moment of time from any other. The past, therefore, exists in just the same way as the present. While the situation is not entirely settled, it seems that the laws of nature preserve information entirely, so all the details that make up you and the story of your grandmother's life are immortal.”
Q: I've been considering your latest responses and I think they are very helpful, thank you. My own struggles with novelty seeking are interesting as I do take the approach you suggested, and while I have found some lessons from it, it still continues. Part of me thinks that this is necessary to keep me from getting too close to the spiritual while I have tasks I must complete in this simulation. Getting too deep there might put me in jeopardy of being unable or unwilling to complete these tasks. Or maybe I just haven't found the root lesson here. Time will tell!
A: While the choice is yours, and I respect your decision to keep things at a relative pace so you can blend into your "normal" life, I feel compelled to tell you there may still be a degree of dualistic thinking there. Oneness of mind, body, and soul brings the benefit from the higher to the lower – as above, so below. It’s possible to flow in the lower realm as much as the higher realm without any side being thwarted. This is actually how the true “spiritual” (this word is outdated) should work. It is a oneness. An acceptance of reality – which is relative to its state yet interconnected in its sum of components. In this respect, as I have said to others, the goal is to normalize this information in regular life. Not to become disillusioned, nor to obsess with the information and do nothing with it as if it were a fantasy story and a good read to merely escape. This is real. I have been actively shadow-banned, suppressed, and covered up over disclosing truth. The information here is to bring us to a higher level of being, life, and existing. It requires normalizing in the everyday life. (Linked other responses as well privately).
Q: I would like to understand your mission more, as I see you putting a lot of time in. You mentioned early on that this is basically in repayment for something NHI did for you. I know you said you wont say what that is, and I understand that. However id like to understand your mission more and what you're trying to accomplish. Can you state the goal of your mission? How has it evolved since you started?
A: Reasonable, thoughtful, and of sound critical thinking. The goal of the whole mission is disclosure. We do this through spreading awareness of the real reality and truth on this website alongside other disclosure efforts from interconnected contactees in military, government, media, corporations, intelligences, and other ground agents. The truth just so happens to include NHI/ET/aliens, but there is much more. The goal of JR Prudence’s wing of the operation is to disclose the collective information from the benevolent galactic federation (there are more than one) who is helping to guide humanity forward into a new era of peace, love and prosperity.
Q: In the beginning it didn't sound like you really wanted to do it, but now you seem more dedicated, and want to continue it. You also mentioned that you didn't want to work with a community but you're now starting this one. It just all seems like an evolution to me so I'm curious.
A: I sincerely appreciate this question. You’re right, I did not want to do it because it’s extremely frustrating, demanding, painful, and not very rewarding “material” work – at all. It can also separate you from people you love, but this has changed. Since the original post’s inception, everything has changed for the better. My friends and I have managed to reach hundreds of thousands of people from around the world. We have exposed the active cover-up, shadow-banning, blacklisting, astroturfing, and suppression of the truth. Since then, my disposition has completely turned around. Due to my previous history, my NHI contacts had originally offered and pushed me to do the OP, then to disappear – but since then, I have been offered acceptance of the mission fulltime to remain their ongoing contactee and disclose relevant information for the coming times. I do not work with communities on social media platforms of any kind, but there is a growing “community” here because where else can we go? As you can see from this post: Prudence Reddit Suspended | Prudent NHI Contact I am actively shadow-banned and covered up everywhere. How can I and others like me get our messages out if we are silenced? That is why there is a “community” here – more of a safe space or haven to communicate because we have nowhere else to go. We’ve been pushed into this corner, but my NHI contacts strongly are for it and can protect us here with no dangers. There will never be any groupism or dogmatism occurring here. We simply need to connect and share relevant information without being blacklisted, harassed, and suppressed.
Q: I know you're getting a lot of flak for asking for donations after you said you wouldn't in the first posts. I understand however as you're putting a lot of time into this and paying for the website. Is there something that changed which precipitated the call for donations?
A: A completely fair question. Hopefully, the reply above will help to alleviate some concerns. Initially, I was only tasked to send one major message, then disappear, but things have changed. We won BIG TIME and got a lot of support from thousands upon thousands of people from all over the world. Indeed, the website has costs and so does publishing and logistics. We have to get this information out and spread it to the masses as much as possible. That is the only thing we are interested in. Not riches, nor fame. Just to remain active. Since the original post, I have accepted this mission full-time. I no longer simply have my foot in the water, waddling in uncertainty and fear. I am fully submerged, for better or worse. I’ve accepted this mission as a full-time job because I am done running. I am tired of being afraid and I am fed up with going back to the lies in the system, only to pretend to live as a husk when I know me and others have so much to offer for the betterment of mankind. If this is what it takes to make the world a better place so that one day, children can grow up without being indoctrinated into lies and living a false reality – so be it! Living the rest of my life hiding isn’t going to cut it. So, yes – because I’ve decided to do this full time – donations would be appreciated – just like Wikileaks can request for their service to mankind. Also, I am not getting so much flak as you may assume. Others are supportive and understanding.
Q: You also mentioned this book... Is the book one you're writing? When will it be released?
A: It’s a compendium and there will be multiple to come over the years. It is possible this year, based on the support and efforts of me and others interconnected in this mission. We have only scratched the surface of what is to come.
Q: I have another question... Are you just one person? Or are there multiple people helping with your endeavor?
A: I, as Prudence = one person, acting as a conduit/vessel to telepathically communicate and transmit messages from multiple NHI/ET forces connected to a galactic federation (they prefer the word ‘brotherhood’) composed of multiple species. There are 3 major contacts I communicate with, who bear their own names, although they do not wish to disclose it at this time. Additionally, when we commune, we can mentally connect as a group and share information – also with other members of their group and interconnected parties amounting to hundreds of beings in a hivemind-telepathic-matrix. Sometimes, I am invited to their meetings and hearings through remote viewing sessions for important intel and verification of information. There will also be help through moderators, recorders, organizers and the like, and hopefully, donations, and contributions through those who are interested in helping through their expertise and connections.
Q: I'm also curious about your answers considering NHI tech and psionics. This technology... Are humans close to achieving it? Can you describe it in more detail?
A: Humans aren’t even as much as 0.01% the reach, grasp, and capabilities of our NHI friends and what they can do in regard to tech and psionics. Their technology and psionic capabilities are millions of years ahead. While I (and others) bear an alien soul, being born into these human bodies tremendously reduces our potential. And that is for me at an expert level. They are light years ahead of all of us and it’s really not even close. Many of them speak pure telepathy (a psionic) and utilize psychic emissions (psionic) – which, frankly, is a much more effective means of communication to impart relevant data as opposed to purely verbal and body language. Remote viewing is not anything special to them. It’s simply projecting of the soul-mind-consciousness-matrix. You must understand, our friends from above do not view “spiritual” and “material” as something separate and they deeply encourage anyone reading to abandon these notions. They see things as ONE. What we would call spirit, soul, consciousness, mind and so on are just different phases/layers of energy somewhat like x-rays, gamma-rays, ultraviolet and so on. So, for them, it’s just technology utilizing physics of reality (not our poor excuse for physics here on earth, which is conforming to the lower senses). They are able to draw upon what we’d (primitively) assume to be the ‘soul field’ and use this ‘power’ to amplify their technology. In addition, they grow up in societies that enable and encourage psionic capabilities – which makes them and even their young ones, easily able to master these abilities even from a tender age.
Q: You also mentioned that different intelligences can feed on negative energy. How does this work? Do some also feed on positive energy? Do humans do this? Forgive me if I missed the answers to this previously.
A: This was answered a couple times previously. It’s my hope to get the transcribers and organizers up by this coming week so that folks can find topics easier. Yes, humans do this as well – as do all life and even non-life. Everything is in a give-take exchange. Period. So, energy of all kinds can be fed off. Be it negative emotions, or positive feelings, or a musician getting the feedback-loop from his audience, or a politician getting hype from her following to a pastor being filled with praise from his religion or cult.
Q: You mentioned you can't give much information about anything no one asks about. What types of questions or topics do you think people should ask more about?
A: Great question. Soul dynamics and spirit physics. What is the mind and the consciousness. Describing true individuality. If everything is a oneness, how does that truly work etc.
Q: Your work is on my mind a lot, so I've been turning this over and over in my head. I am on the fence with providing help, so I need to explore it more. If I got a sign like contact from an NHI that would be very concrete, but I don't expect that haha.
A: Our NHI friends from above deeply and seriously respect free will. They won’t override it, although they’d give/implant ideas or breadcrumbs that the person may think is their own. In this respect, I cannot be held accountable for a sign for neither yourself nor anyone else. That is not my part in the mission. However, I can tell you that it’s up to you. It’s purely your choice and not just to be influenced by NHI (which they’ve done already, that’s how you’re even here). To provide any support must be completely on one’s own volition and intuition and never tricked or manipulated into doing it.
Q: I have gone through, what appears to be, a "spiritual awakening" of sorts starting in November when the "drones" started. I have been very very interested in Baba Ram Dass and his teachings since they seem to not follow any one religion specifically but aspects of all of them. Many of his spiritual teachings have a similar vibe to some of the things you have shared. I know that you said that "According to them, the age of “teachings” is over. There will now be only truth, eternity, and creation." Should I abandon my curiosity with Ram Dass and his teachings? Or continue to follow my interests?
A: It’s okay to explore the ideas of others and their beliefs, even if it is ‘teachings’ but the goal is to not be subject to them in a dogmatic way where you cannot think for yourself. I do not know of that particular individual, but what I can say is that ‘teachings’ can be very trappy and make you dependent on the guru or teacher more than you should. What I am providing isn’t teachings. It’s truth and disclosure. Vast difference. What people make of it then is up to them.
Story of our life. xD Censorship is the bane of my existence, it makes me want to scream. But nobody would hear me. hehe I've compiled some of what you said in your reddit posts into a video. https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=itTFq2PAgms Bit of a strange video cuz I include my Spiritual Crystal Geometry, but this is honestly what I do when I wanna integrate information into my own psyche.
You were totally correct. They erased evidence of the threads in Reddit, the comments don't even appear deleted, they are just not there. All the conversations as if they never happened. Only the PMs remain (who knows for how long).
I want to thank you again for all you are doing, your efforts, time and dedication.
Each day I reinforce my commitment to this cause. Please continue to update us and tell us how we may help more.
As always thank you my friend. Now, you mentioned to ask more about soul dynamics and spirit physics. I’m curious about food and diet. Do you or contacts believe in eating meat and slaughter to survive, or is a vegetarian option better? If we are all interconnected and one, wouldn’t that pain be felt if I kill and animal and eat it? Personally I say a little thank you prayer before all food I eat, and yes, I do eat meat lol.
A question for you and them. I've noticed the sun, moon, and the human iris are all approximately the same size from our perspective on the ground. What is the significance of this? How long has the moon been there? My discernment of history and mythology tells me that the moon hasn't been there nearly as long as the vast majority of the population would believe. Is it here to help us or control us?
My interest lies in uncovering truths of the history we've been told and the exposure of those truths to bring us closer to disclosure.
I just found out all of ur posts and comments in Reddit are gone. So I came here to see whether u exist here or not. Is it really a serious stuff that u are saying?